Muackz

Dunno y im feel moody from now...feel like mm seh dak u...
altod now u stil bside...but jz think tat u wil go back after tis...i can feel lonely...
really hope now u can oways bside...pui me around like yest..
whole day v stay together...nvr think tat b4...really...but happi wit tat...
the moment wit u really relax n comfortable...hope it nvr end...altod i noe impossible...
this 2 days past in speed...sweetie...i wil miss u after tis...i noe tat...=(

I LOVE U

is time 2 back KL again...
feel mm seh dak tim...
especially mama...she is so love us...
she do everythings base on us...
she is a superwoman...really...can done all housework by herself altod she dy 72yo...
family oways on the top of her mind...she care bout all family members...
muackz...tis is my mama...my lovely mama...
I LOVE U....T.T

Hope u beside. .

Miss U...miss U so much...
hope u beside...lye on my shoulder...round my arms n fall aslp...
hope u beside...chat wit me...play wit me...take photo wit me...
hope u beside...hold my hand n hang around...
hope u beside...so tat i can hug u n kiss u now...
I really miss U my sweetie...do u noe it??

重视...难过

有些事是不是应该不那么重视呢？
当你重视的事情不如你预期的...
只会让自己更难过...

Sunday 30 of May 2010

Yeah~!!can meet wit my sweetie again=)

so happi n excited for tis...kaka...

waiting n waiting for tis day 2 come...

muackz...miss u so much my sweetheart=)

Me?

His feeling is taken seriously...but mine??
Do u really feel im not sayang u??
sry...mayb i cant do everything for u as him...
haiz...

Small Gas. . .

What can i do for u??
Jz feel what i do now not as much as he do...
i seems nvr appear o cross over ur diary...o even blog...
what he do for u...can get appreciation from u...
erm..how 2 say???jz feel im not as important as i think in ur mind...
he hav the right 2 publicize 2 make anyt...but im not...
really unhappi 2 c tat u can appreciate all the things he do for u even small matter in ur blog...
but nvr mention bout me...
when wit him...cant sms wit me??wit others ny can??
secretly??k...im small gas...im admit for tis...Sry...

My Princess. . .

21st May 2010...1.26 am dy....so fast...the month wit u really like light passing...
stil rmb 6th of April...our 1st date...n when v start...
our 1st mv..Iron Man...
our 1st lunch..Red Flora cafe...
sing k together...
thr is many...many n many...
18th of May...tis day wil b my most romantic days...
i woke up early in the morning jz 2 prepare a candle dinner for u...
n make those surprise 4 u...I nvr imagine i can do so much for a gal...but u...my princess...
n luckily...u can feel the romantic n get the surprise...altod im not make it perfectly...
20th of May...v hang out for almost half day...i really mm seh dak u...when u kiss me n hug me...i hope tat the moment can b freeze...so tat it wil stop thr...i was blur when u get out from my car...feel tat i hav lost everything....
I love u...really love u so much...i hope u really can accept tis...n wait me dear...
i promised i wun change my mind...
Muackz...sry for being selfish....

Funk

M i in love now??
erm...i hope im...but seems not...
how could i hav this feeling???
dunno......haiz.....
nid go KL for my study dy...funk here...
yest nite really wonderful...i oso cant imagine i had done so much for her...haha
altod it is a closed love...hope she happi lar...
today past wit moody again...
y i could so emo for today???funk again...

生日快乐

最后还是一样...
不去吗?我知道没可能的...
把自己想得太重要了吧?
她是可以没有你的...
你的祝福吗?
她根本不需要你...
算吧...生日快乐...

sry. . .

Sry dear...i noe i make u unhappi n no mood again...
no nex time k???sry...hope u can forgiv me...muackz

无言

感觉不到安全感
你每次都让我感觉你和他还有机会
很无助
难道不是吗？
真的很害怕
算吧
你永远不会去解释

《我的心真的受伤了》

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了 

Finally. . .

Hope the decision i had made for tis time is the rite one...

Buoy

M i a buoy for u??
i feel myself like a stupid...
y i stil cant wake up for tis??
jz bcox i fall in deeply??
You oways said dunwan c me unhappi...
but u noe y I unhappi??
Im oways garnished n endure...
but stil Im not the person who standing out as ur bf...
can i cope it??can i sharing a gf wit others??
NOPE~!!i can tell u i really cant accept it...